Thursday, June 21, 2012

Accidental Old Faithful



And this meant that I stumbled upon my Faithful Black Shirt.

The Faithful Black Shirt isn't just any shirt. This is one of those shirts like the Lime-Green-Zip-Up Shirt that has been with me for a while.

That is one of the benefits of barely changing shape – staying slim for as long as possible. As much fits you now as did ten (or even fifteen) years ago.

And – as any lady will tell you – black never goes out of fashion.

And that's where the audit comes in. The audit is actually turning into pretty much a Whole Life Audit as it has also involved me getting rid of a lot of DVDs, CDs and basically anything of excess in the two rooms which were occupied – the spare bedroom having previously been empty, this means three rooms are getting sorted.

When you do a clothes audit, you assess when it was you last wore the shirt, how frequently you do wear the shirt, and how likely it is you are to wear it again. Which made me consider the history of the black shirt as a whole.

This is probably the cheapest, most simple black shirt and yet – despite it probably having passed its proper shelf-life many moons ago, I haven't found a similar one to replace it with. It is scorched. It actually got scorched very early on in life when I went to visit my friend Susie who had moved to York for her post-graduate diploma whilst I stayed in Newcastle for mine. It got scorched because she didn't have a steam iron, just an absolute bog-standard one which I wasn't used to. That was a good night out.

It has a slight stain which I have had to cover up with black permanent marker. I'm still not sure how I got the stain, but it happened the night before I woke up in bed with the lovely Scott who never quite went away.

And although it can't be seen because I mended it, one of the seams ripped a little when it got caught as I dashed off the train at Manchester after I eventually did fall asleep after pretending to be asleep for most of the journey because the woman who sat next to me was mad and kept trying to tell me about various medical procedures she had been subjected to. She spent the rest of the journey singing. Actually quite loudly. In the quiet coach.

I don't know why I can't find a replacement. I need to – the deodorant bleaching around the armpits is now starting to get embarrassing, and the tips of the collar are starting to fray. It isn't even as though I am holding on to it for the various sentimental reasons. I just can never quite justify buying a new shirt whilst it is just about acceptable. Only once it has gone past that point of no return shall there be another.

On occasions I do managed to talk myself round and tell myself that I need to sort it out. Those are usually the days when I am really not in the mood for shopping and nothing quite fits, is quite right. The slim-fits are too slim, or not slim enough, or the arms on a 40” chest are just a little too tight, whereas on the 42” they are fine, but the shirt then is too baggy. I hate these days.

Some days are “shopping days” - where I can walk into a store, find exactly what I want, and buy it straight away. Where things throw themselves off the shelves at me, and I buy many more things than perhaps I ordinarily would have. But mostly not.

And so it is that the faithful old black shirt has migrated over to the new bedroom with me, a relic of a bygone era – when I partied with gay abandon and clubbed 'til 5am. It is, perhaps the oldest thing in that bedroom now, having endured well over a decade of drunkenness, debauchery and dallyancing.

And it's probably still good for one more night out...

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